Falling, Floating, Free

As I sit here with the music playing my heart begins to flutter

I think about your touch and my body shudders

At times I think that none of this is true,

a dream that I’m just sitting through.

I doubt myself and the happiness I feel,

because I didn’t think this was real.

The goosebumps on the back of my neck

the way you smell, left on my pillow 

the warmth you of you next to me as we sleep.

It’s hard to think about the time

when every second together is practically endless.

The feeling I have right now is scary

as my fingers shake with every click of the keyboard.

My heart is racing

my palms are sweating

My thoughts, an unorganized jumble of mess.

I wish that I could make sense of it all

I feel as if I’m in a free fall.

Falling, Floating, Drifting, Free

Right back into your love,

That’s where I want to be.